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Poisoning reveals how these events felt like the penetration poison that results in the rotting and death of not only of my life but also of myself. Words and events have poisoned my life and have tinted my perspective of my past, present, and future. My trauma will always be with me, but learning how to cope will always be the hardest part.
After years of battling and struggling, my trauma has not only affected me mentally but it has also affected my physically. The hearts to display the different ways trauma has affected me. Clay was chosen because of the process of firing, because refinement forms strength through the fire. The actions seen within the video display how the trauma felt and took place. The reenactment of my hurt and the creation of these piece have not only help heal me, but they have also helped me move forward.